I remember when I first found out what happened my first thought was god please let everyone be safe as a mom thats ur first instinct.then when I found out that yall was gone.my mind raced back to the last time I saw u it was the Friday before the tragedy happened.Acia u was rushing holding Sophia's hand tighly telling her not to let go so that u could get to the park fast because it was cold you made sure her coat was zippered and she was warm enough.I was behind u and remember thinking to myself wow they get along so well for an older sister and younger one.I smiled as Sophia LOOKED BACK and Smiled man that smile has an imprint in my mind one that I will never forget!!!!!eveyone loves and misses the both of u that day will 4eva be in my heart and mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dear Godsz new children
I remember all the memoriesz we had. Good - Bad yu wasz ALL waysz there for mii like i wasz all waysz there for yu. But now itsz like theresz no more cuzzosz wit out yu n Bookie. Itsz just mii lil Jay -N- Ray Ray (jr). I know itsz not imedit cuzzos but itsz imedit luv♥ i guess yu can say da no lyph for mii now isz nuthin but mamii(sz) im lettin yu kno dat im still gunna TRY ta "live lyph to da fullest wit no regretsz" just like yu!!!!!! well through it all
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ACIA "CECE" JOHNSON
♥ILY♥!!!!!!
CONTINUED: SO I HIT UP MY FRIEND ELIA AND ASKED HER WHATS GOING ON. AND SHE SAID YOU DIDNT HEAR? THEN I KNEW IT, MY HEART JUST DROPED. IT REALLY DIDNT HIT ME YET UNTILL DAYS LATER. I HAVE SEEN THE NEWS,SEEN HER MYSPACE PAGE,SEEN PICS OF THE BURNED HOUSE,SEEN HER AND SOPHIA'S PICTURES AND THATS WHEN IT JUST HIT ME HARD.I CRIED FOR ABOUT 3 HOURS STRAIGHT. MY COUSIN JUST KEPT LOOKING AT ME AND TELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE OK. SHE WAS SO SHOCKED BECAUSE SHE HAS NEVER SEEN ME CRY LIKE THAT. HONESTLY I NEVER REALLY CRIED LIKE THAT. I MISS HER SO MUCH WORDS CANT EVEN EXPLAIN. TELL THIS DAY I WISH I CAN JUST WAKE UP ONE DAY AND SOMEONE TELLS ME ASHLEY ACIA AND SOPHIA DIDNT DIE AFTER ALL THEY SOMEHOW GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE. BUT I KNOW THAT DAY WILL NEVER COME. IT SEEMS AS IF IT WAS JUST YESTERDAY WHEN ACIA AND I STAYED AFTER SCHOOL WITH MS.JENKINS FOR OPEN HOUSE AND WE WAS HELPING HER ALSO GETTING ON HER NERVES...LOL MS.JENKINS HAD BOUGHT US PIZZA AND EVERYTHING THAT NIGHT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. AND I JUST CAN REMEMBER ACIA ALWAYS TELLING ME TO GO TO CLASS WHEN I WAS IN THE HALLWAY OR SHE WOULD TELL MS.JENKINS. AND OTHER DAYS WHEN WE WOULD STAY AFTER SCHOOL WITH MS.JENKINS ACIA WOULD HELP ME CHASE AND BEAT UP ERIC BECAUSE HE WOULD ALWAYS GET ON PEOPLES NERVES. ACIA I MISS U SO MUCH AND I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW I LOVED YOU AND SOPHIA AND I WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER FORGET THE BOTH OF YOU. MAY GOD REST YOU AND SOPHIA'S SOUL. R.I.P ACIA O. JOHNSON 9-16-93-4-6-08 AND SOPHIA A. JOHNSON 11-24-05-4-6-08
LOVE ALWAYS
~ASHLEY A.~
I COULDNT BELIEVE IT AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE.I WAS ON THE COMPUTER AND I KEPT SEEING ON EVERYONES PAGE..R.I.P ACIA AND SOPHIA. AND I WAS SO CONFUSED LIKE WHAT WHY IS SOMEONE PLAYING AROUND LIKE THAT.THATS NOTHING TO PLAY WITH. BUT THEN I REALIZED THAT EVERYONE COULDNT BE PLAYING.
I WENT ON THE COMPUTER AND I SEE R.I.P CECE I WAS LIKE WHY WOULD SOMEONE PUT THAT,DATS RUDE THEN I SEE EVERYONE W/ DAT AND AFTER THE SKOOL CALLED MA HOUSE AND STARTED SAYING WE LOST A STUDENT FROM OUR SKOOL I JUST STARTED CRYING AND DIDN'T KNOW WAT 2 DO BUT CRY I KNEW ACIA FOR 6 YEARS AND I REMEMBER IN ELEMENRTY SKOOL HER MOM ANNA USED 2 BRING SOPHIA AND WE USED 2 PLAY WITH HER AND SHE USED 2 SMILE BUT DAMN WHY THIS PROBLEM HAD 2 HAPPEN BUT EVERYTHING DOES HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND ACIA WAS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND 2 ME AND TOO OTHERS.
I MISS HER SO MUCH AND I CAN'T NEVER FORGET ABOUT HER AND SHE WAS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND TO ME.
GOD NEEDED AN ANGEL SO I GUESS HE DECIED 2 TAKE THEM GOOD KIDS I LUV YA SO MUCH AND MISS YOU GUYS "CECE" I HOPE YOUR LOOKING DOWN AT US.
R.I.P MA BABES
GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN ALWAYS IN OUR HEART AND EVERYTIME I THINK OF U A TEAR ALWAYS FALLS.
